Boot Camps

So "Boot Camps" of all types seem appropriate for a gal like me-someone who wants to do a lot but is having a difficult time (lifetime if you will) sticking with one thing or getting started with another. I have talked to people about Dieter's Boot Camp, Exercise Boot Camp (today at 4 pm) and of course, Writer's Boot Camp. I am a well-rounded procrastinator. So why do Boot Camps have such an appeal to me? I am getting tired of yelling at myself and now I am outsourcing? I do crave structure but at hundreds of dollars for these captains of tough love making plans for spending money that I have not made yet-makes me question am I crazy? Yes. But I think I am starting to glimpse my crazinesses' baby daddy... I know what I want to do but am not doing it. That is the crazy maker. The actual outcomes I would like to produce are pretty inexpensive and clear. Begin writing and make it habitual. Take care of myself and make it priority. Choices. Choices equal outcomes and outcomes equal liability. Motion or stillness. Slave to my imagination or actions? I still plug my nose when I go off the high dive.